No matter what I do from here, no matter what choices I make, someone will end up hurt. I will lose someone, or a few someones. It’s no longer about me and C. It’s about me, LMC, and the future I’m getting ready to stumble my way into like a drunk.
Things were much easier five days ago, two weeks ago, and are probably easier right now than they will be three months from now. I wish I could go in detail and actually discuss any of this, but it’s better for all involved this way. I just needed somewhere to sort of vent for a second.
God, I have so many other things to write about, but there are large looming shadows in front of me, blocking my words. Just say a quick prayer for me, if you feel so inclined. And please, share in the comments if you need some prayer as well. I’d be glad to.
I’m thinking of you hun. I’m here if you need me.
If you need to get thoughts out, more than welcome to drop me a line. Hugs and prayers!!
hugs and prayers. you are awesome, i know it is hard right now.
Stay strong! You’re doing what you need to, to make it through!
thinking of you, hon, and praying that you arise from the ashes stronger than ever before. xoxo
always thinking about you and LMC. smooches.